My loyal, patient watchers and friends,
Thank you for sticking around, and I'm very sorry for my lack of activity as of late.
I've run into a bit of a rough patch in my life. I broke up with my boyfriend of 3 years, not due to any fault of either of us, but because of a growing rift between us. Thankfully, the break up was done on decent terms and he and I have decided to continue to be involved in each other's lives in a more passive way. However, despite the delicacy with which this situation was handled, I'm still experiencing hostility and blame from those I respected and considered close to my heart. This has hit me particularly hard. I'm pretty upset that these individuals would look at me with such disdain especially after I took such pains to do things in a careful, delicate manner. I
School has also been very taxing. With finals around the corner and the events of this last week weighing on my shoulders, it has been nearly impossible to find the willpower to struggle through my assignments.
My art, though an irreplaceable, exceedingly important part of my life has been neglected as of late. It pains me to not be able to draw or even sketch due to the cluster-fck of emotions in my head. I hate to say, I'm not an emotional artist. Inspiration rarely strikes me in times of great stress. Because of the circumstances, there will be few uploads from me, and for this I apologize and ask for your continued patience in this.
As for those of you who have been a guiding light in these dark times (you know who you are, even though you may never read this), thank you. Were it not for your continued support, I would be in a much worse state.
Listening to: Billy Idol- Rebel Yell
Reading: A Game of Thrones
Watching: Game of Thrones
Eating: Comfort food