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My loyal, patient watchers and friends,

Thank you for sticking around, and I'm very sorry for my lack of activity as of late.

I've run into a bit of a rough patch in my life. I broke up with my boyfriend of 3 years, not due to any fault of either of us, but because of a growing rift between us. Thankfully, the break up was done on decent terms and he and I have decided to continue to be involved in each other's lives in a more passive way. However, despite the delicacy with which this situation was handled, I'm still experiencing hostility and blame from those I respected and considered close to my heart. This has hit me particularly hard. I'm pretty upset that these individuals would look at me with such disdain especially after I took such pains to do things in a careful, delicate manner. I

School has also been very taxing. With finals around the corner and the events of this last week weighing on my shoulders, it has been nearly impossible to find the willpower to struggle through my assignments.

My art, though an irreplaceable, exceedingly important part of my life has been neglected as of late. It pains me to not be able to draw or even sketch due to the cluster-fck of emotions in my head. I hate to say, I'm not an emotional artist. Inspiration rarely strikes me in times of great stress. Because of the circumstances, there will be few uploads from me, and for this I apologize and ask for your continued patience in this.

As for those of you who have been a guiding light in these dark times (you know who you are, even though you may never read this), thank you. Were it not for your continued support, I would be in a much worse state.

And again:

Thank you

Thank you

Thank you.
  • Mood: High
  • Listening to: Billy Idol- Rebel Yell
  • Reading: A Game of Thrones
  • Watching: Game of Thrones
  • Playing: Skyrim
  • Eating: Comfort food
  • Drinking: Brisk


The Bev
Artist | Student | Digital Art
United States
Relaxing in SoCal with a pencil and a deranged cat.
Living the dream.

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KenomaruX Aug 21, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
ohhhhh beeeeev

im at the brink of catching up
Koriandr1234 Apr 20, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Shy: "Um, Zander? I know its been a ridiculously long time but I just wanted to say that I really miss running with you and talking to you and stuff and...and..." *proceeds to poke fingers together and lower head embarrassed-ly*

Ohhai! Happy Stoner Day!!...Oh yeah, Happy Birfday tooooooo :]

(DA won't let me pick more than one's upsetting)

I also have no clue what the following nonsense is about...I don't know how to make it go away...or look cool cause as we both know...I cannot do neat computerized artwork...that is about as cool as it will get so...HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!
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KenomaruX Apr 20, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
NAffle Nugh Bien shazowah!!
GreenDayGirl18 Apr 20, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Happy Birthday!
HELL0TOKYO Nov 14, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Oh, i absolutely love your Owl photo!~
nattrozanska Oct 13, 2012  Professional Writer
Thanks so much for the fave =)
KenomaruX Jun 22, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
beeeeeeev anime xpos in 6 days o.o
KenomaruX May 10, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Once i get in shape and anime expo has passed i will dedicate all my after work time to school and DEFEATING YOU UTTERLY.
0ki May 10, 2012  Student Digital Artist
You can try. It never hurts to try.
KenomaruX May 10, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Neither does it hurt to win C:
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